Sunday, 7 August 2011
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Monday, 18 April 2011
White and Nerdy
Hey guys :P
Who missed me? anyone? lol probably not. ANYWHO
So yeah, things have been... interesting.. recently...
I've met a guy (everyone cheers loudly yelling "finally!!") well don't get too excited yet, i'm not quite sure about him yet.. i haven't really met him properly before and he's not the most amazing looking guy on the planet but i really like him.. there are other complications as well, he's 22 and my mum and family think that's too old, but to be honest thats not really any of their buisness, i'll date who i like, it's up to me, plus my friend has been dating someone just as old for about 3 years now and they love each other very much, i can see them getting married in the future, and no one seems to have a problem with him. I'm meeting him properly in London on monday with my friends, so this should be interesting, and hopefully fun, but i'll try and remember to update this and tell you guys what happened. I'm also going to see Frankenstein with my friends - it's got Benedict Cumberpatch in it :P love himmm~ so that should be awesome :P
Alice~
Who missed me? anyone? lol probably not. ANYWHO
So yeah, things have been... interesting.. recently...
I've met a guy (everyone cheers loudly yelling "finally!!") well don't get too excited yet, i'm not quite sure about him yet.. i haven't really met him properly before and he's not the most amazing looking guy on the planet but i really like him.. there are other complications as well, he's 22 and my mum and family think that's too old, but to be honest thats not really any of their buisness, i'll date who i like, it's up to me, plus my friend has been dating someone just as old for about 3 years now and they love each other very much, i can see them getting married in the future, and no one seems to have a problem with him. I'm meeting him properly in London on monday with my friends, so this should be interesting, and hopefully fun, but i'll try and remember to update this and tell you guys what happened. I'm also going to see Frankenstein with my friends - it's got Benedict Cumberpatch in it :P love himmm~ so that should be awesome :P
Alice~
Monday, 11 April 2011
Silence
Love hides behind
Smashed mirror faces.
Secrets whisper from innocent eyes.
Childhood romance turned to Adult longing.
The night growing colder
As the lies turn black
Upon a worn out tongue.
Guilty expressions on expressionless dolls
As they cry silently at cat like slyness.
Black wings wrapped around
An untrustable madwoman.
Love is the bringer of insanity,
The breaker of promises,
And the burning of souls.
Smashed mirror faces.
Secrets whisper from innocent eyes.
Childhood romance turned to Adult longing.
The night growing colder
As the lies turn black
Upon a worn out tongue.
Guilty expressions on expressionless dolls
As they cry silently at cat like slyness.
Black wings wrapped around
An untrustable madwoman.
Love is the bringer of insanity,
The breaker of promises,
And the burning of souls.
Tears and Rain
Dear Blogger,
Another day goes by in this little life of mine... Well for you i guess lots have, i haven't updated this in a while.
The last time i wrote i was going to see Sucker Punch with a friend, needless to say it was amazing. Everything i thought it would be and more, i've never seen a movie quite like it, it's brilliant, the undertones of video games and stuff just really make it, and i'm straight and even i think those girls are hot. The film now takes up my wallpaper on my computer, i love it.
I bought the most amazing shoes on sunday in my favorite place in the world - Cambridge. A pair of amazing Irregular Choice Meow boots, they cost me £100, something i have been saving for a long time, the shoes succeded my expectations when i got them, they are the most comfortable heels EVER, the fluffy insides providing comfort and warmth that rivals that of socks, plus they are beautiful, the little cat on the side almost stares into your soul, and the little bunnies on the bottom create such a contrast, even the box is amazing, it's like a drawer, it's covered in pretty pictures, even the wrapping inside has hearts all over it, i absolutely love it, best shoes i've ever bought. I have a thing for shoes, always have. I find it very hard to buy clothes, in fact going into a clothes shop is my least favorite thing to do, i feel really uncomfortable, not knowing what will look good on me, what styles suit me, anything i put on i will look in the mirror and think 'ew', but shoes.. shoes are beautiful, so many shapes and colours and types and fabrics. My obsession began with converses, i think i have 10 pairs? some real some fake, but now i like buying heels and the more extreme the better, i hate boring plain shoes, i'll wear a plain outfit and amazing shoes, thats how i like to do it. When choosing an outfit i like to choose my shoes first and then build an outfit round my shoes.
I'm in a very melancholy mood this evening, i'm not sure why.. I upset myself earlier because i stumbled upon a picture of me and my ex when we had first started dating, while james blunt was playing in the background - never good. I just burst into tears. Since that i've felt really odd, i cheered myself up listening to happy songs but i just want to be quiet now. It's not that i'm upset, i just feel really odd, i guess i feel lonely... Perhaps just tired, i was falling asleep in RE earlier. But i do feel really weird, like i'm not me or something, i don't know it's really hard to explain... I don't even want to sleep but i think i'm going to get to bed soon and just lie in a ball and stare into space... I really need a hug..
I know this is brief but i really want my bed right now...
Night all x
Alice~
Another day goes by in this little life of mine... Well for you i guess lots have, i haven't updated this in a while.
The last time i wrote i was going to see Sucker Punch with a friend, needless to say it was amazing. Everything i thought it would be and more, i've never seen a movie quite like it, it's brilliant, the undertones of video games and stuff just really make it, and i'm straight and even i think those girls are hot. The film now takes up my wallpaper on my computer, i love it.
I bought the most amazing shoes on sunday in my favorite place in the world - Cambridge. A pair of amazing Irregular Choice Meow boots, they cost me £100, something i have been saving for a long time, the shoes succeded my expectations when i got them, they are the most comfortable heels EVER, the fluffy insides providing comfort and warmth that rivals that of socks, plus they are beautiful, the little cat on the side almost stares into your soul, and the little bunnies on the bottom create such a contrast, even the box is amazing, it's like a drawer, it's covered in pretty pictures, even the wrapping inside has hearts all over it, i absolutely love it, best shoes i've ever bought. I have a thing for shoes, always have. I find it very hard to buy clothes, in fact going into a clothes shop is my least favorite thing to do, i feel really uncomfortable, not knowing what will look good on me, what styles suit me, anything i put on i will look in the mirror and think 'ew', but shoes.. shoes are beautiful, so many shapes and colours and types and fabrics. My obsession began with converses, i think i have 10 pairs? some real some fake, but now i like buying heels and the more extreme the better, i hate boring plain shoes, i'll wear a plain outfit and amazing shoes, thats how i like to do it. When choosing an outfit i like to choose my shoes first and then build an outfit round my shoes.
I'm in a very melancholy mood this evening, i'm not sure why.. I upset myself earlier because i stumbled upon a picture of me and my ex when we had first started dating, while james blunt was playing in the background - never good. I just burst into tears. Since that i've felt really odd, i cheered myself up listening to happy songs but i just want to be quiet now. It's not that i'm upset, i just feel really odd, i guess i feel lonely... Perhaps just tired, i was falling asleep in RE earlier. But i do feel really weird, like i'm not me or something, i don't know it's really hard to explain... I don't even want to sleep but i think i'm going to get to bed soon and just lie in a ball and stare into space... I really need a hug..
I know this is brief but i really want my bed right now...
Night all x
Alice~
Sunday, 10 April 2011
Do you think you are really good looking? Because I think you do :)
HAHAHAHA, my that's hilarious!! I really don't think I am dear, evidently someone hasn't witnessed my REDICULOUS lack of self-confidence.. I really really don't, i think i look okay (i hope i look okay), but it's taken me years to even think that about myself, for a long time I couldn't even look in a mirror because i hated the freak I knew would be staring back at me...
Wednesday, 6 April 2011
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