Anything but Ordinary

So, today when i woke up i was panicing, not a usual way to wake up in the morning i have to admit, but that's how mine started. Two resons for my panic - 1) It's mothers day tomorrow and i hadn't go her anything. 2) I was going to my grandma's. 2 now seems really random doesn't it? I guess it's not something people usually panic about, however, i was. You see, the ex boyfriend i have been casually mentioned, who i don't want to get into too much detail over, was my second cousin. Yes, yes, i know, it's weird, at least most people feel it is, i've never seen it, he was just the guy i was in love with. (emphasis on the was) however during our relationship my father thought my grandma would be one of them and didn't let me tell her. She's only found out recently because our break up which was rediculously messy (he was a bastard, lets leave it at that) and broke up our family. I was terrified she would bring it all up, and be on their side not knowing the ful story, i didn't want to relieve it all, it's been hard enough for me to get over him. Also, she's not my favorite person in the world...

Tesco’s first thing this morning and got some bits I think my mum will really like and my moon pig card came through the post, it's awesome, covered in pictures of me and my siblings, I can’t wait to see her face in the morning! Shall make her breakfast in bed too, because I’m nice like that. And it all went fine at my grandma’s too, my mum had a quiet word with her about what happened and we had a lovely day, spent most of it lying in the garden with my siblings singing along to our music which was playing from my brothers phone. Also we went and looked round a garden centre, in which my brother and I got lost.

At the moment I’m babysitting at a friend of my mother’s house. The kids have mucked me about a lot, but I always get my way in the end and now they’re asleep, at least they better be, I’ll go check in a minute.
Everything turned out alright though, I practically ran to
It’s my friend’s birthday tomorrow so I’m going to make her a cake, I’m useless at making cakes so that won’t go well. I’ll let you know how it went so you can laugh tomorrow.

lots of love
~Alice